Image #1 Leaving It In The Past

Leaving the bad behind and starting something new. Not being told that it's all your fault. Being free and happy is what is in store for me. Goodbye to all the tears and saddness. Looking forward to what is going to happen in the future. The unknown, a mystery, something exciting. To be so nervous but yet to be so relieved. Everyday troubles is all I have to deal with. No more drama except what I cause. Only my problems and frustrations is all I have to look forward to. To be a bit scared is reasonable and normal. But to leave all that I have known behind should be a bit sad, shouldn't it? I think so, I've been bouncing this thought back and forth in my head but I am at a stand still. A person standing on snow covered train tracks. No longer at a crossroads with myself and the world. Leaving everything bad in my past behind and walking the line forward. Only me and my shoes to carry me. To carry me to where I will find my new home. A new home, anywhere but where I was. I may seem alone, and at best I guess I am but I dont see it as a bad thing. I have never been alone, never been given the chance to think for myself by myself. Relief, clarity and hope is all I have left and that'll get me through.