Cruel Honesty

A slap in your face, what you deserve.
I never told you, I think you're ugly.
Remember that time I said I liked your hair.
I lied. Oh, and the time I told you that
you were my best friend. Nope, another lie.
Never big lies, just white little ones.
They mean nothing, I spared your feelings.

You didn't do the same for me.
Told me, your not my sister anymore.
Loose my number, I hate you. I hope you died.
A whole in my heart is what you left.
Family meant something to you, it meant the world to me.
At least it did mean something to you I thought.
Disowned, hated, I mean nothing to them anymore.

Cruel world, cruel honestly is what I got in return.
A door slamming in my face, goodbye you don't belong.
Left without a familiar face, out to find my own way.
Rescued finally, but you'll never get what you deserve.
My cruel honestly for you will remain locked under key.
Family still means the world to me, but I'll always mean nothing to you.